I’m tired of feeling. It just seems like no matter how hard I’m trying, no matter what I do I’m still a piece of shit. I know I’m nothin special, but I do have feelings and even though no one cares I have to get it out some way… And tumblr is the only way. I have no one to talk to, I don’t have a pet, all I have is me. No one else cares. To everyone else I’m just a taxi or someone to take their anger out on. I’m done saying anything though. I’m pretty sure this will be my last post about my life. No one gives a fuck, not anyone on here and not anyone in my life. I’m really not feeling sorry for myself it’s just that I seriously know that everyone could give less of a fuck about what I’m thinking or feeling. I think that maybe if I just start holding everything in that maybe I will loose my feelings and be able to do whatever and not have to worry about feeling anything.
I don’t care about something no one else cares about. Worthless shit doesn’t matter. I’m completely done expressing my feelings. Oh yeah, some girl said I was gross looking today at the store. I mean I know I’m ugly, so it doesn’t matter n I didn’t tell her anything. Why should I? Like I said, I don’t matter, to myself or anyone else. No one wants or needs worthless shit.