I’m done holding on so hard. It’s killing me inside.
I’ll just let thing fall where they land… I can guarantee I won’t be here in 2 months though. Ive been thinking so much and I know what I’m doing and I know what I have to do. I’m not sad or mad or anything I’m just blank. I wanna spend time with the people I love and make it known that I love them. I don’t even want to post this because I’m not crying for attention, its past that. I’m letting everyone down and hurting the people who truly care and its hurting me so bad that I can’t keep myself from crying. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m already dead inside and there’s no way for me to come back. This world is going to end soon anyways. Just ignore this.
