So I started my new job today.

It was so boring, I just stood there like an idiot for 5 hours and there wasn’t even one guest. 

This job sucks, but hey; it’s better than nothing. I’m just glad to finally have a job.

Today didn’t really go so well, Me and my girl were fighting and there were some things that were said that are making me feel like breaking down inside because they just won’t stop hurting, And then I’m so so scared that everything could come to an end.

I’ve been remaining positive and just doing everything I can, I mean fuck. I got a job and everything. I just hope things get better, they will. I just have to have faith in God. 

I wish that everything could just go right. A day with no fighting and just all around good times. but that never happens to me for some reason. 

Anyways I’m at my new house and I’m tethering internet from my phone so it’s kinda slow. But I guess that’s all I want to say for now. night y’all. 

(Source: derrickof)