February 2012
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something I just can't hold in anymore.
You’ve been obsessed with the same person for so many years. It hurts to know they’ve probably been on your mind more than I have… I know it was during some of the most memorable days of my life. My stomach aches to see shit like this. Fuck this. But like you say. Get over it. I can’t get over anything no matter how bad I wish I could. I can’t get over the fact that...
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I can't describe my mood.
I was supposed to get some good weed right now, and I’ve been looking for 2 days… and the person tells me he didn’t get it. ugh! fuck!
I’m all puking my guts up and I fucking want just one bowl of weed to calm my ass down but now. fuck that. I can’t even get THAT! >:( I’m so fucking pissed.
I want to be able to drink and eat and without weed I can’t...
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I'm laughing my ass of right now.
Okay, so maybe I have an anger problem and I might be in the wrong for this but I can’t help but laugh and tell all you guys about it. Okay so I was in the mall parking lot picking my sister up and as I was leaving this fucking bitch tries and cuts me off, I honk, and she doesn’t care so I turn around and zoom after her. Well I get on the side of her car and I start screaming at her...
I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what to do. Ughhhhh
i have 24 xanax next to me.
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I feel really annoyed and sad.
:(
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I fucking love pissing people off while driving.
I was on central just now and this fucking weird and old couple were pissing me off and I started being an ass and not letting them get in frnt of me. I would switch lanes everytime they tried, then at the stoplight he tried to act all bad and get outta his car and I was like wtf. bring it on motherfucker, adn then right when he was next to my car I sped off and he tried to chase me and I was...
Lucero! I miss you. :(
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I'm one of the most emotional straight guys you...
and I’m okay with that.
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I don't know what's wrong with me.
I always feel so… blah. Like I don’t ever want to do anything and I just always feel so shitty. ********************, so maybe that’s why? I feel so wortless and just like nothing matters; like if I were to die right now, it would be a blessing.
I’m so tired of feeling like this but I really don’t think it’s gonna change anytime soon. I know I have a good...
I broke my pipe lastnight.
So now today I made an apple pipe. Haha. I’m desperate. I need my fuckin weed!
I want to go on facebook. I should just get it back lol.
Give me any reason to believe cuz I swear I'm done...
Tell me that it’s worth it cuz I’m doing all I can to fight it, and I’ve never been this scared, and my moments finally here.
I deleted my facebook. The start of many changes.
This might be next, but who knows.
I don’t know if I’ve told you guys yet but my wrist is healed! It’s still really weak but I don’t have to wear the brace anymore! I’m very happy. :)
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tea-princess:
you can be at least 95% sure that I won’t text you back if you just say “hey”
I have 16 messages from last night telling me how...
Thank you so much. it means a lot to know that a lot of you guys really do care.
Anonymous asked: honey. i care. i want you to be okay. you just have to find new people to be aroubd. the good ones. not bad.
Anonymous asked: We care. There is always someone who cares. Please don't do anything.
catagelophobiac asked: I care about you. You're worth a lot <3 smile, happy looks good on you
heartbeat--steady asked: i care. i dont even know you and i promise i care.
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i'm so sorry.
To everyone who I’m going to hurt. It’s the last thing I want to do. But I can’t hurt anymore. It’s just to much already, WAY to much.
I’m down to just a little over 1000 followers now anyways, so I’m sure you guys won’t even give a fuck.
From over 6000 to this… ahha no one likes me, in real life or on the internet, it’s all the same.
Aw damn my computer mouse broke. :/
this sucks. haha.
oh well.
I’m tired of feeling.
It just seems like no matter how hard I’m trying, no matter what I do I’m still a piece of shit. I know I’m nothin special, but I do have feelings and even though no one cares I have to get it out some way… And tumblr is the only way. I have no one to talk to, I don’t have a pet, all I have is me. No one else cares. To everyone else...