January 2012
December 2011
I kinda can’t believe at what I got for Christmas. The only people to give me anything was my aunt, Liz, her mom, chelsie and that’s it. I know its not all about the presents but I remember getting so much more.. I hate how much things have changed.
My insides are hurting… I feel like just breaking down. I thought today was going to be good. I really thought I was gonna be happy All day, but of course that never happens. I want to cry and just go to sleep. :( ugh I hate life. I really just hate it so much.
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I don't know what I did....
I just can’t do anything right, everything I do makes you hate me more.
Christmas Morning:
hahahahahhahahha oh god this episode makes me laugh so hard. thiz bitch be qrazi.
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please.
just please don’t do this. I can’t make it without you. I don’t want to make it without you… I love you. :(
Anonymous asked: Because seeing you do things like that gave me a really bad feeling. It's none of my business, I'm just worried.
Anonymous asked: I seen your pill blog. In all honesty it scared me.
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I don't know what else to do?
:’( I need you.. but you don’t need me, I want you but you don’t want me…
I know you don’t want me anymore, I know you’re tired of me.
I wish there was something I could do to fix it.. but I guess there’s not.
my stomach is in knots and my eyes won’t stop tearing up because I know what’s going to happen.
:””(((((!!!!!!!!!!
ugh!!
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I will vote for Obama next year for sure if he...
I doubt it though.
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I know you can’t stand me. I know you don’t like me. I know you don’t wanna be with me.
I’m nothing to you anymore… I’m just a burden.
Ugh. I need you so much and you don’t need me at all. You’re don’t care about how I’m feeling. You don’t care about what i think.. And if i say anything it’s automatically a break up.
I...
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I guess I'll be hurting a lot more from now.
I can’t say anything. can’t even talk.
whatever. I guess if this is what it’s going to take then I have no other choice.. no matter how much I hurt from now on.
I said I’d never let you go and I never will.
I’m dreading what’s to come..
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It’s sad when you can’t even remember half of your ‘best times’ because they were all drug induced. :(
I don't want this. :'(
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Just a piece of shit..
I really don’t wanna be here… I don’t wanna be awake. alive.
I do nothing right. I just make everyone around me miserable. I know this isn’t going to last for much longer… I can’t take this :’(
I’m gonna just be a mouse.. just do what I’m told and keep quiet. I’m nothing special, nothing good. I just make everything stink, and bad.
...
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I want your love so bad.
I need to feel it. I need you. I love you.
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I have a problem.
I’m so jealous and insecure and it’s ruining everything. I can’t stand the thought of losing her but still it’s so hard to control… but now I don’t have a choice, it’s either I suck it all up and try my hardest to not express it. Or, I lose my bestfriend, my girlfriend… my everything. I love this girl more than anything in this world and I know that...