February 2012
i have 24 xanax next to me.
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I feel really annoyed and sad.
:(
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I fucking love pissing people off while driving.
I was on central just now and this fucking weird and old couple were pissing me off and I started being an ass and not letting them get in frnt of me. I would switch lanes everytime they tried, then at the stoplight he tried to act all bad and get outta his car and I was like wtf. bring it on motherfucker, adn then right when he was next to my car I sped off and he tried to chase me and I was...
Lucero! I miss you. :(
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I'm one of the most emotional straight guys you...
and I’m okay with that.
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I don't know what's wrong with me.
I always feel so… blah. Like I don’t ever want to do anything and I just always feel so shitty. ********************, so maybe that’s why? I feel so wortless and just like nothing matters; like if I were to die right now, it would be a blessing.
I’m so tired of feeling like this but I really don’t think it’s gonna change anytime soon. I know I have a good...
I broke my pipe lastnight.
So now today I made an apple pipe. Haha. I’m desperate. I need my fuckin weed!
I want to go on facebook. I should just get it back lol.
Give me any reason to believe cuz I swear I'm done...
Tell me that it’s worth it cuz I’m doing all I can to fight it, and I’ve never been this scared, and my moments finally here.
I deleted my facebook. The start of many changes.
This might be next, but who knows.
I don’t know if I’ve told you guys yet but my wrist is healed! It’s still really weak but I don’t have to wear the brace anymore! I’m very happy. :)
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tea-princess:
you can be at least 95% sure that I won’t text you back if you just say “hey”
I have 16 messages from last night telling me how...
Thank you so much. it means a lot to know that a lot of you guys really do care.
Anonymous asked: honey. i care. i want you to be okay. you just have to find new people to be aroubd. the good ones. not bad.
Anonymous asked: We care. There is always someone who cares. Please don't do anything.
catagelophobiac asked: I care about you. You're worth a lot <3 smile, happy looks good on you
hannah--hannah asked: i care. i dont even know you and i promise i care.
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i'm so sorry.
To everyone who I’m going to hurt. It’s the last thing I want to do. But I can’t hurt anymore. It’s just to much already, WAY to much.
I’m down to just a little over 1000 followers now anyways, so I’m sure you guys won’t even give a fuck.
From over 6000 to this… ahha no one likes me, in real life or on the internet, it’s all the same.
Aw damn my computer mouse broke. :/
this sucks. haha.
oh well.
I’m tired of feeling.
It just seems like no matter how hard I’m trying, no matter what I do I’m still a piece of shit. I know I’m nothin special, but I do have feelings and even though no one cares I have to get it out some way… And tumblr is the only way. I have no one to talk to, I don’t have a pet, all I have is me. No one else cares. To everyone else...
January 2012
I miss you.
You’re the only person who knows me inside and out and can tell what’s going on with me just by looking at me. We were such great friends and so much more. I miss always hanging out in my room with you, and then always ending up doing the same thing. I miss that girl who would have stood by my side even if there was a bulldozer racing towards us. There was nothing that you...
I got no one to talk to or to tell my secrets or stories to anymore. I mean I’m not funny, cute, charming or anything but I just never thought I’d feel this alone in this world. There’s just no one to love me unconditionally anymore, no one to care, no one to need me. There hasn’t been for a while. Eh. I’m nothin though. I seriously get it.
Theres no one there...
I just don’t matter anymore. I’m honestly dead inside. I’m not coming back… It’s time to die outside.way Past due.
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I'm done holding on so hard. It's killing me...
I’ll just let thing fall where they land… I can guarantee I won’t be here in 2 months though. Ive been thinking so much and I know what I’m doing and I know what I have to do. I’m not sad or mad or anything I’m just blank. I wanna spend time with the people I love and make it known that I love them. I don’t even want to post this because I’m not...
WE NOW NEED 200,000 SIGNATURES. ACTA GOES INTO... →
I work tomorrow finally! I'm going crazy just...
jasmine-blu:
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I don't work until Wed... I wanna go to sleep.
I’ve been really tired lately and I have no idea why, it’s just like all I want to do is go to sleep. It’s weird.
fuckyeahroxicodone asked: it's been a while. are you doing okay? :[
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So I started my new job today.
It was so boring, I just stood there like an idiot for 5 hours and there wasn’t even one guest.
This job sucks, but hey; it’s better than nothing. I’m just glad to finally have a job.
Today didn’t really go so well, Me and my girl were fighting and there were some things that were said that are making me feel like breaking down inside because they just won’t stop...
I just… Ugh. :/ ohwell.
